Going the poor route of being a player and doing trade in cards I need

Oh hello everyone it is me again butops with a new post to share with you on peakd. So with that out of the way lets do this, well practically speaking im flat broke on dec. i cant rent and its pretty much preventing some growth but like i said everything has to go on a poor route right?
Ok with that said im usually on the gold leagues but with the shortage of dec im forced to stay on silver, sure if I do it I can do great things but with the level of my cards i aint amounting to anything

see look at this

have you ever seen a more lower state than this?
Im underleveled, lacking dec and slowly plummeting in novice but man
its really hard this season
but when there is a will there is a way so i did what was painful for some but is more important for me and that is to trade my kelya to apeofwallst
for a grund sure its not a good trade but here is what i believe
its not about the losses but more on what you gain for your team
so ape decided to add a little extra cards just to break the price even
well the week wasnt that bad i won myself the other 3 airdrop cards for the chaos legion one of which was an uriel

a lira the dark

and an Iza the fanged

i gained these cards on the giveaways on splinterlands TV
which im also a streamer there by the way
come watch me every tuesday at 7PM in the Philippine Standard Time
where I play Splinterlands and watch me get beaten to a pulp
sorry thats really a shameless plugging is it?

All right back to the post so like i said with my cards im pretty much on dirt poor here
but in order to improve myself in my deck i can sacrifice some good cards to level my own so with my extra lira the dark i traded its equivalent i traded a lira for a sloan and a tarsa im already level 2 on my death splint so im just focusing on leveling fire and life to level 2 now i wonder if i can get a quix in the future no?
Well anyway like i said its not about me getting the short end of the stick but with the new rewards this season its hard not to rent but because im dirt poor i cant rent so i have no choice but to trade my good cards for something thats gonna help me improve

well thats enough of my ranting
i already wasted 4 days as of writing this but like i said everytime when I post
if you want to help me improve
kindly donate some cards to ign butops
it will help me a whole lot
well with that im done for this post
i will likely make another post just to air out my pain