RE: Team Possible Shithole is a Centralised Mafia Dictatorship Run by Two-Faced Psycopathic Bullies with Fake Smiley Faces

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First off, good on the health front. I've wondered on more than a few occasions since we last spoke on Discord how you were getting on. What you just went through was a terrifying thing and no matter how much balls a man claims to have, it yanks the floor right out from underneath him. Hearing that you came out on the winning side and have solid earth back beneath you is a relief to say the least.

So you let old silver tongue grumpy Dave talk ya into playing at the tourney level? Lol. That old man could talk a nun out of her knickers or a car salesman into a given a freebie. Lol. That's why I don't talk SL with him. He'll have me back to playing before I know it. Part of old Daves charm. Well that and he is genuinely a good guy. Not enough of them in the world nowadays. He's definitely a leviathan when he decides he wants to do something good for others. The guy turns into a machine then and is just non stop. I still maintain the most fun I've had in this space was working with him back in the steemit days.

In regards to the game, I've got my partner playing my account as I went off SL a bit. Partly due to the changes a while back, partly due to time constraints. I've been busier than a one armed sailor with a bad case of crabs lately. But I had all the cards sitting there and she gets a kick out of playing... Well when she's winning. When she's losing it's a case of tourettes in the other room. Lol. Despite having gone off playing I have considered on a few occasions dropping some cash on creating a tournament and with a large DEC prize pool once a month for all levels. The turn around looks good on those and one could break the pool down where even mid range players could get something. I take my hat off to you playing where your at btw. That's those sky high leagues where it gets to tough for me to even consider playing even if I could. I'd probably lose patience after a loosing streak and chuck the computer across the room. Lol.

It's good to hear from you matey and see you posting again. Above all it's good to hear you're keeping healthy and doing well. That's the best news and part of this post.



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I meant to reply much earlier than this, but wanted to make it an elaborate reply and give you the due respect for giving me your time when I needed it most (less than a handful of people I can say that about). So thanks muddy, you're an absolute legend. I always look forward to hearing from you. I don't really have much time any more, for bullshit artists - there are way too many of those types around - and life is short. I’m tired of all of them, so I will now troll them openly on the blockchain (when I can be bothered that is – which is not that often, but often enough lately) as I just don’t give a shit what any of them, or anyone else thinks. And discord – well, that is mostly a haven, for pathetic cowards.....it’s easy to troll people on there, so it doesn’t count lol. Ruffling a few feathers can be quite enlightening though, as the reactions are quite revealing at times.

But you have worked all of that out and then some, so I have no idea why I am even saying it lol....Guess I’m in a ranting kind of mood (which is not my usual self over the few years we have been here – apart from recently in the last few months or so).....and I usually save it for the blockchain to leave an everlasting mark of annoyance towards some of the true wankers around here.

Maybe it’s because of all the sleep I’ve been getting since last week. Almost 30 hours sleep in the last two days, previous. - and today, it was only 11 hours of interrupted sleep lol.

Good to hear you’ve been busy and love the tourettes comment with your partner btw – too funny :P

Splinterlands has turned into a whale circle-jerk fest (collection power turned into something other than what it was intended to be originally), so don’t even bother giving your money away. It will mostly just be the same people winning most of it. Just a bunch of mostly whales who swap money with each other/buy more and more stake in the game, while swallowing up all the small/medium fish (and eventually themselves) and then blaming them for the state of the game = no shame button. The entire thing is a joke at this point, and the only solutions floating around from the talking heads, are band aid solutions that will never solve anything. Anyone else outside of the talking heads, is ignored as selfish and “entitled” to divert away from the real problem children. Where have you heard that before muddy? I will give you only one guess. I think they forgot to look in the mirror, as the truth is the complete opposite. Instead of applying real solutions that fix the root cause of the problem, band aid solutions are being promoted, that will never solve anything. I think there is a very good reason for this – It’s called DENIAL of their own hypocrisy.

As far as playing again is concerned, I didn't actually let Dave talk me into anything - it's all of my own doing, and only have myself to blame. I asked him to play. I told him I wanted to play again, so don’t go around blaming that half corpse, half man for my own voluntary actions. I simply wanted to see if I could still find the energy and drive to compete with the best. I don't really care about being "the best", but only the best I can be at this moment in time. I just wanted to challenge myself more than anything, to see if I can find that drive, energy and competitive spirit once again and just enjoy the game for what it is and for whatever amount of time I want to spend on it - Maybe even have a little success along the way. I did find out one important thing the hard way, from this experience however (well, actually a few things – some I was already well aware of already). After playing a more intense schedule than I could handle (in hindsight) - which included both ranked and tournament play from a couple of different accounts, I am absolutely exhausted in both mind and body. After all that sleep over the last 3 days, it was a reality check that I had to “retire” again. Yes, I quit once again, a few days after this result, because it’s just way more than my mind and body can handle on an ongoing basis. It took a hell of a lot out of me, and completely sapped the energy and motivation I built up to have another go at it once again.....but I feel like a huge winner and much richer/grateful for the experience. It’s now time to move on/step aside for the younger people out there.

I am just amazed that I was even close to this competitive after all that time. Maybe, it does show that I have some above average skill and understanding of the game, although you wouldn’t really know it from the almost mute response to such an achievement, even from some of the supposed people who are part of my “circle” in the game....especially when you tried to help some of these same people in some way, in the past. I have to admit, that I am very disappointed about it in general, considering the events of the last couple of years, but I am also very used to it, and unsurprised as well. I was always underestimated, and undervalued for the longest time in comparison to others who have always overpowered me in the game when I was playing myself, due to the fact that I had a much inferior deck in comparison, but also due to a great knack for being self-promoting virtue-signallers. I think we are both aware, that this is way more important on the blockchain in general, rather than any actual skills in any department in particular. There are some amazingly spiteful people out there too. I’m pretty sure that I only won this tournament because I suddenly just had better cards :P The very thing, I was up against from the beginning. Suddenly the script will be flipped when it suits lol. It gets pretty funny at times.

These are the times, when I truly understand the real and true character/nature of some individuals.

In comparison however, there are some players who are constantly getting their butts tickled and constantly lauded as superior to most and highly skilled, even though I gave them the biggest butt raping when I was still playing competitively on a regular basis (from my shitty alt accounts too, and not my main account), which they are still trying to recover from after all this time. But since they have access to an awesome sugar-daddy blockchain circle-jerk free money printing whale at their disposal, they have been handed success without any effort apart from some spectacular ass-licking skills. And fuck me, so may people fall for that cool-aid and consider them to be the up there with the "best players". Even a dipshit can learn to play above average with a championship deck at some point - let alone just overpowering most opponents

I have a pretty nice and competitive couple of decks at different levels myself atm (which others play), but when I was playing back in the day, they were nowhere near as competitive and I was playing from a much inferior starting position in comparison to the competition.

That's what it basically comes down to. You need to have a deck that can win tournaments, as well as have the skill to execute a winning strategy with a winning premium tournament deck. That is the only combination and winning formula there is. Any mediocrity in either of those two departments, and you don't have much of a chance really.

That’s enough....no more ranting for today. Time to go and relax a little.

Thanks, be well, and take care:)

P.S. Here is a comment I made on a recent SL post. Enjoy another rant lol.

https://peakd.com/splinterlands/@splinterlands/splinterlands-tournaments-updates#@davemccoy/re-splinterlands-qm27br

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I did enjoy. Lol. A lengthy but worthwhile read my friend. First off on the sleep front.. good! I'm chancing a guess that where you're at with the shit you just walked through taking time to do naught but sleep is something you should do frequent and often. In regards to discord.... here f%#kin here. I used to track the trolling and sniping that would go down there and just shake my head. Made me think sometimes people need hobbies... other than bloody discord. And yeah, there's a f**kton of hypocrisy and multi faced behaviour... I guess everyone feels like their striving for becoming a little godhead behind the keyboard, but most fall down even at striving for duality much less plurality required to put everyone in the trick bag.. I guess it's a lack of imagination? Intelligence? Dunno. It does seem like there's a lot of self inflated cats throwing booty chatter. Either way it grows easy to follow, wearying to observe, and eventually one just shrugs and leaves them to it. I've started to see some dialogues online sorta like I would see people who take a live action role play game so seriously it becomes sad. It's sorta why I'm not breaking my neck to jump back on discord... also why I've never had social media except for steemit/now hive. I like the open source easy visible side of things. Further more I like reading peoples stuff and responding on their blog out in the wide ass open. Feels more rewarding and I enjoy open source engagement. I mean... most of the people I like I can reach here right. So why complicate it. The very small small group I really get on with have my email so it sorta takes care of hollering at those folks as and when the mood takes either party.

In regards to the splinterlands rant as well as the mention in the reply... well... I feel kinda bad for the investors at the small end. The big dawgs have bought their stake and are running it into the ground. I'm kinda of the belief that it will read with a whole lot o what not to do lessons in the future if someone is making a game trying to attract new players and retain them. I mean... there will always be whales moving in groups in any game, but taste testing the whales a%%holes and allowing the after taste to flavour the direction of the game is one of the many reasons I bounced. Well, that alongside the rewards rejigg. I liked the idea of a game that could be attractive to the spare time new player as a way to get them engaged in the block chain world. I also like the idea of skill helping raise new players up through hard graft. If whales wanted to buy success and make off their investment then cool, but a game where they get skunked by skill should be a fair enough thing. Not a beseech the devs and make a safe space for me response. Add this in with all the other crap and I just became disenfranchised. It all round sucked.

Having said all this the game plays well to its limited audience. It's got some real religious type zeal around it... I mean when someone or persons can convince a group of investors that despite the game being so vulnerable to manipulation that they still will make bank or even retire on their holdings in it... I mean.. an unstable clunky product? A roundly volatile easily exploitable product? ... Well. I guess they gots game. For some of the pie in the sky promises to be kept it means.. well.. they need lots more of what they got.. suckers. There will need to be someone to sell the poorly designed product to at some point as well as all those nft's. At the end of the day it's feels like a seam ridden game dragging a block chain behind it, rather than a seamless game built on one. It's poorly marketed with ample bad actors. I've treated what I have bought in the game with the same attitude one would on lottery. When I did play and it was fun it was ok, when I walked I did so with a shrug and thought f%$k it. To many bad actors, adults with to much time on their hands who act like children, strikes me as a game that will do well for a bit, but not really go anywhere long term.

I know we have some different reasons for dusting out of the game, but in a nutshell the game began to feel unwieldy, easily exploited, unfairly distributed to new players, focused on licking the bungholes of whales (not keeping new players), and just a chore to engage with, and a game that will struggle to keep those they onboard. While I'm settling in to the new property the missus plays when she's bored and sells and buys with dec I've got sitting about here and there but... Already she's getting disenfranchised with it. I mean.. it's just not a great wowing game. The graphics feel clunky, some in the community can be a bit incestuous and pedantic, just a zero draw factor. I've been considering selling up my cards, and if the game blows up and gets big I won't feel to bad. I mean it's a game after all, I've got plenty of real crypto in my portfolio, and won't feel like I missed much. I'm just sorta waiting on my partner to get tired of it (which she is starting to quickly) so when that's done and the new house is set up I'm going to spare the time to sit and sell off everything. I'll probably roll it into some bigger gaming franchise like the Doctor Who game. Could be fun.

Oh before I hop off, if I don't get back to comments right away on here I'm not ignoring the replies. I've got this damn house and garden to get ready for planting season this year and it's a bitch. My guess is there's a risk of inflation on food prices/potential food shortages in the offing so I moved us to the rurals and am throwing a lot of energy at setting up for food production this year. If I'm wrong I'll just have a really nice garden and a lot of home grown non gmo food so win win. But as soon as I hop on hive I'll holler at ya. Oh, you got my email as well so feel free to give me a shout if you get bored and want to shoot the shit. I always get those notifications as they go straight to my phone. :)

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Team Possible Shithole is a Centralised Mafia Dictatorship Run by Two-Faced Psycopathic Bullies with Fake Smiley Faces who also use fake altruism to justify stealing and Cheating from "other" guild members (because special VAG entitlement), and then by brainwashing and convincing the desperate 3rd world slaves, that it's perfectly ok to do so.

By "other", I refer to anyone that does not bow down and submit to the will of her Majesty's Secret Service (special entitled VAG), and her pussy-whipped guild Master and twin head of the snake.

The 3rd world slaves comply and desperately scramble do everything they please, at a moments notice in the shadows of discord...They even call them them "boss" and "coach", just to make sure that their masters know who is in charge, while they also co-operate and engage in the literal bullying and psychological operations of creating secret Kangaroo Courts, in secret channels while locking the "accused" out of their own Kangaroo Court hearing, without the ability to either hear any of the so-called "charges", or to even defend themselves against those same trumped up charges, to ensure that they be made an example of in front of their "clan". This is done, so that anyone who dares to have even a slightly different opinion, or who has the nerve to criticise or question the non-existant and shady "ethics" of her Majesty, is aware that they will be punished to the full extent of the head dictators and their self-written laws that can be change at any time that they wish, including during the process of a private execution which involves gaslighting their entire clan, by using their useful idiots as shields to cover the crimes of her Majesty, the special VAG.

When they cheat (using their 3rd world slaves), they like to call it a "mistake", to then use that as an excuse to exonerate themselves of deliberate and conscious actions they knew would harm others and their to increase their own gains - in other words manipulating results and throwing matches. Who could possibly think that is cheating? Of course not, it's just a mistake, we promise!

Everything is just an accident or a "mistake". After all, they believe in "helping each other" at the tip of the pyramid. It's only a mistake or an accident, even when they use another members account as a sacrificial lamb to both maximise their earnings, and minimise the targets earnings - all for the special and entitled VAG and her eternal grudge and vendetta against the target.

How can that possibly be deliberate? Gaslighting desperate people, works miracles...and when you have a special VAG and a pussy-whipped guild master, who defends their shady actions at ALL COSTS, you have the perfect recipe for success (unless you are the victim).

FEEL THE POWER

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@mudcat36 If you want to know how it really works (especially in that fieces infested cesspit of fake altruistic teampossible server), then you should come back here and read my updated post and comment. I have completely removed any filter that may have existed previously. This is only a tiny speck of the entire reality of what they are and have become.

Up to now however, nobody is in the slightest bit interested (and more than happy to oblige in the character assassination of the target), because they would rather defend thieves and outright cheats, who both gaslight their own clan members into believing their top down controlled authoritative and dictatorial messages to cover their filthy lies and stealing/cheating, and to then beat down on the messenger who is both trying to tell their side of the story, as well as inform the entire game (including the cuck don't give a shit founders of the game in the official game server), of what has taken/continues to take place and how people in their so-called "community" engage in psychological abuse to supress their dirty laundry and ensure the messenger is the one who gets their name dragged through the mud and the reality of everything is flipped to the point that the victim is blamed for what they themselves engage in.

To this day, I have not been allowed to even mention any of it without direct retribution from the abusers from the teamshithole server. The two times that I have attempted to in the server, I was both silenced by having my comments/screenshots of evidence deleted by the dictators who were the cheats and thieves themselves, ("new rules" were instantaneously and arbitrarily applied to silence me as well during those instances), and I was also gang bullied and then "arbitrarily" charged with fake and manipulated crimes in a kangaroo court hearing where the thieves and cheats (and owners/administrators of the teamshithole server), were both the head judges and executioners of the said and manipulated kangaroo court....and this all happened during the time, that I was under immense stress because of my health concerns which then eventually turned into a real world nightmare. They knowingly and deliberately made this worse than it could have ever been. To this day they have not only never acknowledged any wrongdoing in this entire situation that they created themselves, but they have shown zero fucking remorse for any of it. In fact, I have been thrown out of the server once again for daring to speak about their dirty laundry. And of course after I was thrown out for "my behaviour" (which was more fabricated arbitrarily constructed crimes, they then gaslighted their shithole committee into "officially" removing me from the guild, once again for committing crimes against the twin-headed psychopathic snake and self-appointed dictators.

The "official" excuse and crime/life sentence handed down by the twin-headed snake and dictators, was swearing in a clearly marked nsfw channel - this is how insanely psychopathic and desperate they are to control any dissenters with REAL EVIDENCE of their DIRTY LAUNDRY).

Did you hear that? That's right, for swearing in a channel that was clearly marked as NSFW. But of course, we all know it had ZERO to do with that. I MUST BE SILENCED TO COVER UP THEIR FILTHY DIRT, IS THE REAL REASON.

I don't know if you will be interested either unfortunately - although I can't say for sure (neither will the founders of this "game", because they have earned serious brownie points with you and everyone else with the contents of their huge "wallets". That's just the reality of how it all works - and when you have the "trust" of others (because you have a giant stake in the game), you can use it against them in any way you like and gaslight them into believing the very opposite of reality...and that's exactly what they do.

These same people have a previous history of dictatorial top down abuse, and this has occurred before. But once again, they used their dirty lies/gaslighting techniques to blame their target victim and bully them into total silence with their self-appointed authoritarian powers and dictatorial abuse of one of their own team members, who even dared to have a different opnion or slightly disagree with them in ANY WAY.

I reached the point where I had been beaten down so hard, psychologically abused, gang bullied and silenced, deliberately ignored by the willing dupes/cuck spectators and career climbers at teamshithole, to the point where I even thought about killing myself because of the combinations of my life stress/health and their direct and deliberate actions against me, which compounded the situation a hell of a lot more than necessary - THAT IS HOW BAD IT GOT. That's how depressed I became over their tactics of trying to destroy me/not allow me to comment or even produce any evidence of their actions. But who give a fuck, right? DO you really think that the founders themselves will give a single fuck that people who are part of their "community" engage in this type of behaviour and tactics? FUCK NO, OF COURSe NOT. Obviously they will all laugh at this and mock me once again, because they don't care and they are total fucking scum. Nobody wants to hear any of it either (but if I had a vagina between my legs, they would be falling over each other to "help" and would most definitely have a completely different attitude towards it). They are fully aware of this, and continue to protect their lies, cheating and stealing to divert the blame onto the messenger (as per usual), as well as continue to beat down on me with their protection racket including the constant gaslighting of their guild members to create damage control narratives and a hateful and dismissive attitude towards me from the "community" based on their gaslighting and BIG WALLET and INFLUENCE because of their "connections".

But nobody gives a single fuck....and when I say nobody, I MEAN NOBODY- in fact, the stockholm syndrome is so severe (because of the constant promises of making money, while actually getting screwed themselves in reality), that everyone continues to drink the cool-aid of the slave masters and their 3rd world farming operation (and now mega-bot farm where the "guild master" literally owns 50% of the accounts playing in silver/gold/diamond leagues to rape the reward pools - you dont accumulate that type of power without fucking people over to get there), to the point that they are happy to sit back and watch someone get psychologically raped/abused for daring to stick up for themselves. Not only does nobody give a single fuck about what has taken place and the results of their abuse, but they are even mocking me in the open discord server as an ENTIRE COMMUNITY, to shut me up - you see there are so many abusers and thieves in that server, that it directly reflects of why so many players have been screwed over and left the game. Nobody wants the real dirt to be displayed and talked about in an open forum. Nobody wants to know why this game is a fraud and was funded by exchange scammers and people who have manipulated the games rewards and the entire market from day one.

But, this is who they are. The evil twin-headed snake of teamshithole who have personal access to one of the founders (and get special treatment and assets handed to them in a dodgy and underhanded way - basically bribes) and their willing dupes who also cover the tracks of the teamshithole ass-licking career ladder program where you must comply and be silent about any of their dirty laundry. A few dollars has always been more important that the well-being of their own guild members. They have zero problem with being spectators in the actions of this filthy type of special scum. Hate on the abused. A trait they have learned from all the real life scum psychopaths, that control society and everything in it.

But they will get away with this type of behaviour, because this is the land of de-centralisation and where bullies and psychopaths thrive and prosper. Nothing can be challenged, or spoken about unless they approve. After all, they do literally hold the actual keys of the server and can do as they please anytime they like.

Congratulations to all the sum who has risen to the top in splinterlands. Congratulations to all the willing dupes and slaves, who would rather watch their "masters" abuse someone and beat them down psychologically with gang-bullying tactics, rather then step in to try and do the right thing.

MARK MY WORDS, THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE WHO ARE FULLY AWARE OF WHAT HAS TAKEN PLACE (AND WERE PART OF THE WHOLE OPERATION IN DIFFERENT WAYS), BUT THEY ARE DELIBERATELY STAYING SILENT BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY WILL GET THE SAME TREATMENT (ITS ALL ABOUT FEAR AND RETRIBUTION). A COUPLE OF THE "OTHER" ADMINS AT TEAMSHITHOLE, HAVE EVEN BLOCKED ME ON DISCORD WITH BULLSHIT AND LAME EXCUSES (WHICH THEY HAVE USED BEFORE) TO DELIBERATELY SHIELD AND COVER FOR THE TWIN-HEADED DICTATORIAL SNAKE (DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THEIR 2ND TIER ADMIN POWERS AND WOULD RATHER WATCH THE ABUSE CONTINUE - AND ON ONE OCCASION CONTRIBUTE TO IT DIRECTLY AS THE MAIN ABUSER IN A GESTAPO LIKE INQUISITION). A FEW OF THE OTHERS ARE JUST THEIR PERSONAL 3RD WORLD SLAVES AND CASHCOWS, AND HAVE WILLFULLY PARTICIPATED IN THE WHOLE THING WITHOUT ANY REGARD OF THE HARM IT HAS CAUSE TO MYSELF. THEY CALL THIS A "MISTAKE" TO EXCUSE THEMSLEVES FROM ANY GUILT OR ADMISISON OF WRONGDOING.

I SPIT ON THEM ALL, AND I DEARLY HOPE THEY ALL GET CANCER AND DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND PUT ME THROUGH DELIBERATELY DURING THIS TIME. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM, FOR DELIBERATELY STAYING SILENT AND THEN EVEN OBEDIENTLY CONPLYING/ALLOWING THIS TO HAPPEN WHILE WATCHING ON LIKE IT"S A SPORTING EVENT, AND CONTINUE TO THIS VERY DAY.

This comment won't matter anyway, because nobody will be reading or responding to any of this in any way - nor will they be taking any of it seriously. It will be the usual dismissive jokes and mocking of the victim of abuse. I can guarantee you that.

If you are interested, and want specific names however, then I am willing to oblige and provide them for you right here.

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Hey matey. Just getting this comment and replying before I hit the hay.... So .....you seem pretty pissed off about something here. Well... pretty pissed off seems murder of an understatement really. I don't know what's going on with it all but if you fancy a rant hit me up by email. In the time I've known you on the block chain you've always been a level headed fair guy, so if something has pissed you off this much I'm guessing there's a good reason. I get the notifications on my phone with email so I'll get those quicker than on hive. I only hop on hive as and when I get the time.

In regards to discord and all the stuff circulating around SL... It's why I don't use discord anymore. I lurked around a bit and saw a lot of stuff that just demanded to much time and all the usual stuff that could put one off. Because of not using it anymore I am in no way in any loop. I have no clue what's going on and have no sides or groups I run with here. So if you need a non involved ear to shout at then drop me a line.

A note before hoping off though.. you have always been a highly intelligent, fair, level headed, analytical guy. I saw that when you were knocking about the deep dives community, when you commented or engaged with anyone on any subject matter on your old account. When you chose to create something or write a full on post with deep dives or the like it was always good stuff. I enjoyed scrolling your blog anyway. Try not to let things like drama and unfairness take away from other things you have in your apparatus. I know that's probably the last thing you want to hear atm if you're pissed off... well I know I'd probably think along those lines if I was angry.

Unfairness just due to it's ubiquity and consistency is always infuriating. If you need a ear to sound off to then just shout me. I'm not neutral, or on any side. I'm just non involved. I don't play the game anymore. My partner and her son use my account though. We've been in lockdown so when people in the house want to go play games to cope with boredom so I can get on with jobs then it's great, same goes for the old Nintendo games I've got knocking about. I don't care about the rewards in game or the massive manipulations that happen as I saw it coming and just stepped away. When I'm asked by my partner if I mind if she sells a card to get dec to open packs I always say I don't care... because I don't like the game anymore.. I just don't. Her son just calls it a gacha game and plays with his mum from boredom due to the lock down. At this point I'll sell once the price is right and put it into another nft game or something. I already collect loads across different games anyway. SL isn't my best performing one either so I'm indifferent to it for the most part now. In reality it's just a crappy game that isn't that entertaining anymore.

Look matey, you just came through some seriously tough scary sh** with your health. You got life and good health to build in front of you so don't let something incense you so much you lose sight of the fact you recently came out on top of something many don't. Hell if it was me I'd be treating every day like it was my birthday if I just went through what you went through. Don't let a game and the people around it have free real estate in your head. If you need to sound off on this though and want to chat to someone out of the loop then feel free to drop me a line. Whether it's to vent, or to shoot the breeze in general. You're one of the folks I get along with here on the block chain so it's not a chore if you need an ear.

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Thanks for your response muddy, and for actually having the awareness that I would not lose my shit for no reason at all. But, as per usual what happens in group think mentality where you have rewards attached to being obedient and subservient to the leadership that has a monopoly in handing out rewards at a guild level, everyone has totally dismissed any of my concerns and attempts to expose any of this. Why? Fear....It's always about fear of missing out. ***They know that, and use it against everyone to impose their will on them. In fact, they have been gaslighted most of the guild members into dismissing me/even hating me, with made up facts, gossip and innuendo that has been deliberately manufactured to character assassinate me personally, instead of even having the will to listen to anything I have to say.

I was literally gang-bullied, silenced and thrown out of the guild on two occasions, because of one persons eternal grudge and vendetta against me FOR SOMETHING THEY WERE GUILTY OF DOING TO ME PERSONALLY. Of course I tried to speak about it in the guild. Wouldn't you or anyone else if you were in my shoes and targeted in this way? I tried to speak out against the person who constantly tried to stop me from exposing their dirt (and they were and are still always protected by the entire hierarchy of the guild - basically a controlled admin class, but ***especially the main guild master who has a permanent hard-on for them), who also have a special interest in keeping it all quiet and from the rest of the plebs and little guild slaves.

These people are all completely aware (the admin class as well as the players involved) that my account was used as a sacrificial lamb (when I stopped playing and it was played by a person that also played this specific persons account) to both maximise their rewards and stop me from earning rewards in a fair and reasonable manner, just like anyone else is entitled to in the game. But they are constantly looking for new ways to harm me and my interests to this day. I don't put up with this type of bullshit, becuse it's something I don't do to others.

When I noticed this was happening, it was no surprise to me at all, as this person had previously tried to con me out of cards, in a completely different situation (which is the very reason why they have an eternal vendetta against me to this day - because I called them out at the time and they were furious that I did).

The head of the guild is completely aware of all of these incidents and facts, but still protects them to this day as an untouchable force in his operation. I know why, and they know why as well.

They are all two-faced liars and deliberately silenced me by deleting any comments, screenshots or any other type of evidence of the wrongdoing. And then they punished me on top, for WHAT THEY DID TO ME. Almost ALL of the admins had me clocked in their own server recently, and continued to avoid any attempt at trying to bring these issues to the for.

They made lame excuses - one after another. Apparently I was accused of stalking someone, but the evidence I have shows the complete opposite. When I tried to show that evidence, it was deleted and I was systematically both removed from the guild server AND the guilds where I had some accounts WITHOUT ANY NOITCE.

Then (once again - as has previously happened the first time I was thrown out), they held another kangaroo court hearing (where I was not present and charged without notice or having any odea what I was being charged with) where the leaders of the guild once again gaslighted the "membership" into believing their own version of the "facts", and then deciding that my behaviour was against their "principles" of the guild, and thus decided that I was a toxic member of the guild AFTER THEY ALREADY THREW ME OUT.

I know that the official reason that was given was because I swore in the server. However, since e are adults in there, and I was attempting to expose literal cheating and wrongdoing at the TOP OF THE PYRAMID, we both know that it's a completely lame excuse. not only that, but bit being accused of breaking their (the dictators) rules and swearing in a channel that is clearly marked as NSFW, is obviously ludicrous and a diversion from what was clearly trying to silence me from exposing their dirt.

They also won't tell you how they constantly changed those rules and principles after the fact to get the specific judgment they were after, or get the exact result they wanted, by gaslighting the plebs into agreeing with them. Oh, no....that is ok for the dictators to do as they please.

That is called a DICTATORSHIP, who deliberately gaslighted their guild membership into believing the lies and obfuscations of the specially "protected" one, and then literally asked that I apologise to them. Can you believe that Orweliian garbage of inverse reality? This is how power hungry and pathetic desperate these scumbags were to stop me from exposing them. Everything needs to be controlled, including a co-ordinated character assassination of on of the ver original founding guild members, because of one persons interests. I since tried to expose them in the main server at SL, but of course what do you think happened there? All the mega-whales who infest that pit of fieces and held hands take the side of the circle-jerking elite of the game. Doesn't surprise you does it? Everywhere you go it's the same. All the scumbags rise to the top, and deliberately oppress anyone who they believe is getting in their way of dominance. Power and fusking greed. Oops, am I allowed to swear on the blockchain, or will I be thrown of here as well?

LOL

They have used devious tactics, cheating and any tactic that is required to get more and more control over everyone.

THEY HAVE BECOME THE VERY THING THAT THEY CLAIM TO HAVE DESPISED OR TO BE AGAINST.

THEY ARE WILLFULL AND POWER HUNGRY PSYCHOPATHS WHO ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN IMPOSING THEIR WAY ON EVERYONE ELSE FOR THEIR OWN SELF-INTEREST......OR ELSE IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

Of course there is a lot more to this as is always is the case, and this is only a preview. I'm have skipped many details as well, so it doesn't turn into a book (which I cold easily write at this point).

However, now I am on permanent mute and ignore from the entire clan at the request of the hierarchy because FOMO. This is what people are really like and how they get enjoyment in joining in with the deliberate screwing of someone else, for their own gain....if it's "popular", then you can't oppose it, or you will miss out. Who gives a fuck if you have to trample all over someone. Who cares if that someone even gave you a start in the game by even helped you climb the ladder to eventually surpass them in the game. of course we know why that happened due to the aforementioned reasons of deliberately cheating against them.

Anyway, here is a couple of comments, that I will never get a response to. Some "inconvenient" facts.

https://peakd.com/steemmonsters/@teampossible/the-guild-token-is-created-and-steem-monster-hall-of-fame-2019-class-is-selected#@eatmyshorts/re-teampossible-qpmt0y

https://peakd.com/spt/@teampossible/guild-tokens-explained-2021-update#@eatmyshorts/re-davemccoy-qplvir

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Ah... so I had a look at the links to the comments and have a rough outline I guess?... So the way it looks from here is what was always bound to happen within the game just due to its structure. Now a lot of the folks you are angry at like beeyou and dave are folks I get on with just like I get on with you. Seeing you guys at odds, and you this angry sucks of course because with each of you I have always had and believe I still have good relationships with when I interact with them and you. These aren't relationships with anything to gain btw. I'm not friendly with folks due to their voting power (most don't have much anyway), or for any gain in anything else. The relationships I have with folks here when I'm engaging with hive are built around my individual experiences with people and the content they create. Nothing else really factors into that. I don't feel the need to bootlick or kiss ass to a soul. I certainly won't for votes on hive. I've done extremely well out of a number of assets in the current market with more to spare if things continue to go up thanks to the defi and btc craze. In short I ain't to fussed with folks liking me for their vote. So I hope you see my feed back here as truly non biased.

However I'm not in discord so I don't know the full extent of everything going on. Clearly though something from a moral and personal perspective has happened here towards you. I'm also chancing a guess that if no one is responding and just chucked you out then no one is onboarding your perspective thus why you're pissed. When no dialogue is had to minimise conflict then of course that is unfair. When bullying follows then that gets unfair to. It's unfair due to a number of factors, mainly atm it seems to lack transparency. Which brings me to a few suggestions if you'll hear them out?

  1. Put what's happening in a post. Pk you're normally a level headed guy in my experience here on hive. If what you feel has gone down is truly unfair and it's that bad then put some sunlight on it. If it's expansive then make a part one, two, and three on what is going on from where you're sitting. Tag folks who you want to hear you out. Be transparent and write level headed as you have before in other undertakings. When you are writing like that it's your greatest strength. Put then problem out in the wide ass open and don't have any expectations on outcome. Let everything else that follows happen and control your reaction even when pissed. Aim for transparency first and maybe resolution second? If none comes then clearly it wasn't anyway, but at least your view is out with nothing vague or unclear. Other players can then also read and make their own minds up. You don't have to limit this to hive. If you feel like there is a real wrong here and others could fall victim to that then of course take action. Don't sit on it until your head explodes.

Get calm, cool, quiet, and clear if you're angry. If no resolution comes and you have been/continue to be bullied then hit back. This can be done across a number of different platforms in different formats. I.e start on publish 0x, medium, reddit, calm comments that will make it past spam moderators on different gaming blogs and crypto publications, etc. Calmly build for a month or so and then start on Splinterlands and the issues you feel passionate about.. I mean I wouldn't start with a rant about SL and guild corruption of course. Don't go full Alex Jones.. Never go full Alex Jones... but if you feel genuinely wronged and have been bullied then hit back hard and with precision. On blogs that aren't hive a few non related posts around gaming and then follow up after a bit with a comprehensive guide to where the game itself is screwed and what or why new players should be aware of or stay away from.. the game is vulnerable to trolling/bad press atm anyway (if done right) and if a culture of bullying is taking place then one person could raise an alarm to other potential players to seek entertainment elsewhere. I'm not advocating this btw. It would be time consuming, soul destroying, and may not fix anything. But if you feel that's all you got then I'm just saying when and if you swing try to take your opponents head off. This is if you're being bullied and if it's really gotten that unfair/abusive. However I'd rather you resolve things with other parties and they allow it to be resolved. I'm trying to look at course of action here for both peace and conflict and share what it looks like your choices are rather than letting the issue eat you up like it seems to be doing. But in my mind the game sucks and has duped a lot of people, and I don't see it doing well long term. I think there's a hay day underway atm for big players but in many ways it will eventually fall down......which brings me to my next observation/suggestion..

  1. It's a gacha game at the end of the day matey. The entire rewards system wasn't designed to protect against bots, it was set up to protect less skilled players who were investors who threatened to take their ball and go home when faced by better players with less. When a trend is set where a select few are favoured like that then it snow balls. A side effect of trends like that are what you're experiencing now... I think it also blinds good people who are involved. Lands isn't going to help that in the long run with anything either.

If ever SL has its doors open to the real gaming community with skill being the main asset in the game then no one who is knocking around now will do terribly well. Guilds included. But the reality is that will never happen. Atm there are a number of games on the horizon that will knock the SL position down on State of the Dapps. I think it may have a high point before that, but it will head down. Take away the multiple accounts and bots and the place is a ghost town. It's not a skill based trading card block chain game. It's a poorly marketed clunky game that has duped a lot of people into buying into it like it's some sort of revolutionary thing... It's not. Atm there's far better things happening in block chain gaming than SL. A number of projects in fact that all could easily knock it down a peg or two ... or five. I feel sorry for a lot of the whales and mid range guys in the game who I know as I feel they are headed down a path of dupedom. The game itself will never be properly marketed as it's basically unmarketable. Once a new player signs up and plays for a couple weeks (human player not new bot account) then they will swiftly feel duped and want their money back. It's why I'm waiting on the exit ramp with my cards. As soon as I feel certain correct values are hit I'm selling. After that I won't really care what happens to the game. If it gets big meh, if it tanks then same again.

So eventually if the game hopes to go mainstream it will have to drop pandering. The pandering created the ecosystem where the game lost its fun in the first place and opened it up to becoming a bot mining platform with cliques. If it does manage to go mainstream (not likely) then it will have to convert the whales into turkeys. Basically where you're at with the beef with folks can be handled easily by walking away. Leave your cards to sit and join the growing list of inactive accounts. Give yourself peace of mind. Consider all the shit you just went through with your health and rest your head from this. Or alternatively get back to blogging. I noticed a distinct drop off in otherwise enjoyable content creators due to them focusing on SL. Get back to the deep dives, the rhymes for dimes, goofing off with memes, etc. The CIA and FBI archives still make fun reading matey. There's always something to jump into there, and further more you're good at posts around that type of topic.

If it is as you say (again I remain neutral with all of this) and the game and the culture in it has gotten toxic and made previously good people here end up enacting bad behaviours then why stay around the game? Why let it run you into a floor you only just recently got back underneath you?

Despite my suggestions here in this response if I were in your shoes I'd write about it and post it up for things to be transparent and out in the open. No filters, include screen shots, etc etc. I'd put it out there and the perspective from where I was sitting and invite dialogue with an aim for conflict resolution. I'd keep my cool even if it ground my molars to powder doing it. If that failed I'd entertain walking off and leaving folks to it. I'd definitely drop discord for a bit and keep everything here out in the open on chain.

Matey I'm sorry if all this isn't helpful. I hope it is though. If at any point you need a neutral sounding board then shout me. As soon as I get it I'll respond.

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Ah... so I had a look at the links to the comments and have a rough outline I guess?

VERY ROUGH, but I am so angry right now, with not only what happened in the past, but doubly so with the recent events (you can probably guess how deep my rage is right now - I am ready to fucking explode) with the dismissive attitude from all the fucking assholes who have been gaslighted into believing their constant diversions from their actions, and turning the entire ordeal into an organised character assassination of the messenger who is being deliberately supressed and ignored - it totally fucking disgusts me....these people have turned into filthy greed filled sub-humans, who get a kick out sitting back and watching someone get mentally and psychologically abused and/or marginalised/condemned into permanent group hatred for the promises of riches - the irony of the entire fucking thing is out of this world, considering all the fake virtue-signalling they all engaged in the blogging space - and still do now from their glass towers in this "game".

All the fucking cowards are there just sitting back and even joining in the "fun", by then casting their votes in another secret trial (without any ability for the "defendant" to actually defend themselves because they are fucking shit cared of the real "facts"), so it's all co-ordinated by the twin-headed snake in gestapo style (just like the first time, but with some differences).

But I don't care so much about the rewards or the monetary loss in all of this. That is wayyyyyyyyyyy down at the bottom of the list, of my ire.

It's their deliberate actions and attempts to both cheat/deceive me based on that fucking cunts eternal grudge and vendetta against me on a personal level (with the 100% approval of her guild master and his permanent HARD ON FOR THEM) - and then all of them actually protecting that cunt, even with some detail or knowledge that this actually occurred - they all grouped together to also dismiss me trying to expose them in the MAIN SL SERVER. Since I was marginalised and gang-bullied into silence in the past, this is how long it took me to find the courage to speak about it in the main server (but it was mainly due to my health issues which are still ongoing and plague me to this day)....but most of them don't give a single fuck either....because the self-interest and fucking greed/gravy train that is linked to all of them in some way. They raped all the real players and took all of their assets at cheap prices (while constantly also massively manipulating the markets with their huge wallets and influence over the founders of the game), and now they are simply more interested in protecting the scum they swim with, no matter what the details of their actions.

What do you call people who wilfully turn a blind eye like a bunch of filthy pigs and cucks - for the benefit of both cheats/thieves, who then gang up on the victim to defend them from their actions?

I call them fucking ANIMALS. They are worse than fucking animals, since none of them even care to listen or ask for more details of what their "masters" did in the background. They are all willing to sit there and listen to one side of the "cover-up" (and have been since day one), but they are not interested in the slightest in hearing about the actual filthy dirt....nor do they give a single fuck about the permanent psychological damage and scarring they caused someone who was already under huge stress at the time, when they were undergoing medical testing for their later life threatening diagnosis. They enjoyed and got personal satisfaction from the deliberate targeting of another individual, for their own benefit or to "career climb" their way to more influence. Yes, they carried out this bullying and harassment back when I was going through that personal ordeal. AM I NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ANGRY RIGHT NOW OR EVEN FUCKING PERMANENTLY SCARRED BY THIS, WHEN THEY ARE IN FULL KNOWLEDGE THAT THEY TOOK THESE ACTIONS AT THAT TIME....THEY KNOW THIS TO THIS DAY AND HAVE ZERO FUCKING REMORSE FOR ANY OF IT.

THEY ARE ALL FULLY AWARE OF THIS, BUT DONT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK AND CONTINUE TO ALLOW THIS SCUM TO CARRY OUT THIS DELIBEARTE ABUSE AND COVER-UP OPERATION TO THIS DAY.

THEY ARE ALL FUCKING ANIMALS. ALL OF THEM.

DO YOU ACTUALLY THINK THE CO-FOUNDERS @aggroed or @yabapmatt GIVE SINGLE FUCK EITHER, OR FEEL ANY FUCKING DUTY OF CARE FOR WHAT SOME OF THEIR BIGGEST INVESTORS IN THE GAME DID TO ONE OF THEIR PLAYERS IN-GAME? DO THEY THINK THAT THESE PEOPLE SHOULD BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OF THESE ACTIONS? I WILL NEVER HEAR A WORD FROM THESE PEOPLE, FOR ONBVIOUS REASONS. THEY ALREADY HAVE A LAWSUIT ON THEIR HANDS, BUT THEY BLAME EVERYONE ELSE BUT ALL THE SUMBAGS WHO DESTROYED EVERYTHING WITH THEIR FULL KNOWLEDGE WHILE TRYING TO SHIFT THE BLAME EVERYWEHRE ESLE, RATHER THAN WHERE IT SHOULD BE. IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME PERSONALLY BECAUSE F ALL THESE EVENTS, THERE WILL BE ACTION TAKEN BY ANOTHER FAMILY MEMBER. THEY HAVE ALL THE DETAILS JUST IN CASE.

BUT OF COURSE THEY WILL JUST SIT THERE AND CONTINUE TO THROW OUT THE USUAL GARBAGE STATEMENTS, AND MOCK/MARGINALISE THE PERSON WHO IS GETTING ATTACKED BY A MOB, AND COVER FOR THOSE ASSHOLES "BECAUSE DECENTRALISTION" - IN OTHER WORDS BE THE BIGEST SCUMBAG YOU CAN BE, AND ITS OK BECAUSE YOU EARNED IT WITH YOUR WALLET AND INFLUENCE. EVEN THOUGH WE DONT HAVE REAL DECENTRALISATION WE WILL JUST PRETEND WE DO, JUST TO COVER FOR THE SCUM. ALSO, BECAUSE THEY CONTNUE TO PUMP MORE AND MORE MONEY INTO THEIR HANDS AND GAME. THATS THE ONLY FUCKING THING THEY GIVE SINGLE FUCK ABOUT. THEY WILL COVER UP THEIR DIRT JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE BECAUSE THEY ONLY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THER COCKSUCKING SCUMBAG MEGA-WHALES AT THE EXPENSE OF THE LITERAL WELL-BEING OF THE TARGETED INDIVIDUAL.

THAT IS JUST COLLATERAL DAMAGE - WHO GIVES A FUCK, RIGHT?

I AM AN ABSOLUTE MESS RIGHT NOW, FROM ALL THE ABUSE I HAD TO ENDURE FROM THIS FUCKING SCUM. I AM SO ANGRY AT ALL THE FUCKING HYPOCRTICIAL VIRTUE-SIGNALLING TRASH FOR ALOWING THIS TO HAPPEN/CONTINUE IN A DELIBRATE ATTEMPT TO COVER THE TRACKS FOR THE TWIN-HEADED SNAKE. THEY ARE ALL CUNTS AND SCUMBAGS.

WRTING A "LEVEL-HEADED" POST WILL DO NOTHING. IT WILL JUST BE IGNORED AND LIKELY EVEN FLAGGED TO PROVIDE COVER FOR THE MOTHER FUCKING SCUM.

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Ok... so at this point given everything you have said I can see why your head is exploding. However, a level headed post that is flagged is something that still puts your side out there, and also shows that if flagged then something your saying is striking a nerve... alternatively (I'm saying this not in the loop) it could open the road to resolution potentially presenting itself. Again this is me hoping that would be the outcome.

However given that your feelings are that will do nothing, and also given how much this clearly is driving you to being this angry... Maybe take a few days and not go near the keyboard? Breath, get calm, take some distance, then return to what the dilemma is here with a rested and hopefully clearer perspective. At the moment you feel like your being bullied into silence... But isn't being pushed to being so angry that your literally driving yourself insane just as bad? Pk this is in no way me saying you do or don't have a right to feel pissed off. I don't know what the full story is here, but seeing someone I respect here (and I do respect you) getting this riled and throwing out clear thinking about a dilemma their facing makes the conditions ideal for me to feel you need to take a couple days and get clear. I am under no delusions that this will somehow make you go ommm and poop magical buddha's btw. But rather simply give you some time to collect some calm thus shift your thinking into clearer territory where solves or other courses of action are clearer. Otherwise what you are upset about is reduced only to you losing your shit to no productive end. It only accomplishes you forfeiting real estate in your head and getting more angry.

I know a level headed post may do nothing. I'm not delusional about some wonderous power of the block chain or some shit. However it's a move towards transparency and once done may generate an unexpected result. Who knows? If you get flagged then it's people making your point for you and adding a degree of validity to what your saying. Not everyone will see it that way, but put level headed and plain and some will. It all depends on what's going on and what's put across... and of course how you put it across.

If people who hold respect and trust of others in this space are doing dirt or there's a conflict going on that is kept quiet then put some sunlight on it. At worse it put the conflict out in the open and it remains a conflict, at best it causes some fur and feathers to fly initially.. but could invite resolution... Again also remember.. SL and everything that goes on around it is a game mate. Just a bloody game. Yes there's money tied into it, yes there's drama involved... but at the end of it you have the ability to walk off from the keyboard. Plain and simple. Take a breath of fresh air and have some 3D world time for a bit. If you have invested heavily and it's gone south then you accept the loss. Hell... I've made bad calls in the crypto space. I once bought shit coins like feather coin for Christ sake. lol.

Look, at the moment it's clear this shit is eating you up. I've got no skin in the game really. I've had good experiences with some of the people your angry at, I've had good experiences with you. I don't care about votes or anything like that here nor do I give a breezy fuck about winning favour from whales or anyone for that matter. I jumped into defi trends when they were insanely cheap before the recent bull run and killed (when I say jumped in I went pretty large), I hold plenty of btc from way back in 2010, and if I wanted to could easily whale up here on this platform. Had I put that money into hive I'd of lost plain and simple. It can be a bit of a gong show here sometimes and in o way does large investment interest me here. Money was never why I played around here, or votes, or approval. I liked the idea behind it and tinkered with it in the same way one builds a model airplane. I once thought the space could be leveraged into helping people and sometimes it looks like it still can... But for the most part I come here to engage, learn, and interact with folks I like and respect the work of . Like yourself for instance. I still learn from here with the different communities and source ideas here from them. Permaculture, natural medicine, etc.

The minute that a situation or thing began to eat me up though or piss me off like it is you on this platform... I'd take a break. If in a week it was still really bothering me then I'd circle back and look at my options to address it. But I'd rather go out and breath fresh air than clash with people I'm never gonna share a cup of coffee with. At the beating heart of what I'm saying is basically take some space away from discord and all of it. Get your calm back. That isn't a white flag or you capitulating to bullying. If at the end of that you're feeling you have been treated unfairly and a conflict is warranted then go with your gut. If a fight is warranted then fight. Fling mud till it sticks, put light on the problem, whatever approach you like and feel is right. This is if that's how you feel and all options for resolution are exhausted.

Atm your losing your shit and it won't go anywhere. Above all your health and how you recover from what you just went through is directly linked to your mental health. Both physical and mental play a role here in you recovering. Shit like what you're going through and how your taking this on won't do you any favours matey. It's just going to drive you insane with no gain or solves. Negative impacts on your health and well being though are certs if you're letting this flip your lid constantly.

Some of the people it seems your mad at here again are people I have seen and worked with when doing good things for new arrivals on the platform. I respect them. Me saying that isn't me saying I don't believe you have a reason to be angry at the moment as also. I respect and believe you to be rational also even though your pissed atm. I wouldn't take the time to respond to you if I didn't respect and like you as I do others here on hive. I'm neutral as in all I reality don't know any of the details. However if a person or persons was doing something brutally unfair or slanting the system unfairly against little guys or the like then yeah, I'd look at it and do what anyone would and state it's unfair. Call bullshit on bullshit when its happening. If its out in the open then that becomes possible to determine. I also believe others could then make their own calls as well. I've wroked with human beings in horrible environments and situations and have seen them at their worse.. But I still believe good people will strive for fairness. I read flagged posts from time to time if they are written by someone I follow often because I'm curious as to why the person has been flagged. I think yours would end up being read even if flagged.

I advocate writing about it and putting it out there transparently. I advocate you being level headed because I believe that's the best way for best outcomes even when the situation seems unresolvable. I believe you're intelligent and I've seen you at your best when you're writing calm with a strong point to be made (no one can accuse you of writing poorly mate). I also think you should step back for a few days and get your head calm before doing so. As I said before I know it's probably not what you want to hear.

Before I hop off I'm sorry for the delay in response. Today (now yesterday) was a mad one. Settling in to a new house, and making arrangements to buy a woodland in a lockdown has been insane. It's stack on top of stack atm with shit to do. However I'm hoping to get back here to do some blogging soon and reengaging. Hopefully heavy engagement as soon as I get a clear run of free time. In the meantime shout me if you need a sounding board who's neutral. As soon as I get the reply when I jump on hive I'll respond. But possibly try to consider my suggestion of taking a small break from shit like discord, SL, and the like and look after your health and gain some calm. Don't let this or any situation on a place like a digital platform rock your real 3D world and the things of real value. Don't let that take away from the real things you have just slogged through and come out on top of.

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Its late here but I wanted to respond. I took your advice and generally stayed offline for quite a few days. Not because I was planning to, but because it was forced on me due to ill health.

I just want to thank you for taking the time to respond and support me in a time of need, even during my extreme frustration and anger. Having a few days off (involuntarily) did do me some good and helped me relax my mind, even though I felt like total shit during that time.

I stand by all of my comments above (even though they were made under quite some stress), and I generally want absolutely nothing to do with any of these people for the rest of my presence here - I would never engage or participate in what they did, as a group, deliberately and knowingly with a purpose to harm one of their own so-called friends. This was obviously a lie from the beginning (yes there were some signs early on that I was aware of), and was used for their own personal gain, and a personal vendetta of their "powerful and influential", friends with a big big wallet. It really amazes me, that these are the same people who based their entire existence on this blockchain, both complaining and pretending that they were against those forces who were trying to impose their will and power onto others...and now they have/are doing exactly the same thing. SHAME ON THEM, now and forever.

Just to be clear, none of this has anything to do with my investment or it going south. If that happened I would only have myself to blame, as I knew there was risk involved. This is entirely about people trying to impose their will on others through a power trip, and for their own personal gain at the expense of others, with devious tactics. They simply disgust me - all of them...including the obedient sheep who just do as their told (through peer pressure and FOMO).

I don't know what or if I say about this anymore. But I can guarantee you one thing - the spoilt brat class, who ran this game into the ground and exploited all the low level players for a long time, all held hands to consciously defended that behaviour in a dismissive fashion, because they have have their own shady behaviour to cover up, or deem it to be "old news", even while ignoring all of the recent/latest facts around the behaviour of certain characters in the game (who are directly linked to teampossible and their entire leadership structure). What sad state of affairs it is when the so-called "little people", become the bully whale class who behaves in an authoritarian fashion, as they now are the "leaders".

P.S. FYI when I referred to an "Englishman" in one of my other comments, it was not you I was talking about. You truly are a gentleman, just for having the patience and care to hear me out and respond...

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I'm sorry to hear you went down feeling unwell, but the break and step back was probably a good thing. I believe you when you say you gotta reason to be angry, and I know when I perceive an unfairness directed my way I'm like a pit bull over it. So I feel you on the being angry and what it's like to want fairness. All I can hope is that it resolves itself over time. The reality is (from where I'm sittin) you are best when posting and commenting. It's the area you have always been gifted at here... Basically don't let a game bring you down or away from what you're good at.

In regards to the Englishman comment. It's not a worry. I was raised from childhood in the states by the American side of my family, was just born here more or less and moved back when I was an adult. Old folks in the family, people I care about here, etc being the reasons. Most of my countrymen often ask me if I'm over here on holiday from Texas. There's a lot of traits here in my countrymen that bug the shit out of me. Mainly sneakiness, priority of sports over family, snarling entitlement, etc etc. It's a big list if I typed it in full. There are some good traits, but a lot of bad ones as well. Either way I know you weren't referring to me so it's not a worry.

PK if ever you need a sounding board then always feel free to shout me. As I stated prior, I've got a lot of respect for you and that hasn't shunted at all. I'll always have time and as soon as I get the response I'll respond in kind. By email or here, I don't mind. I haven't had time for a bit to post but I'm aiming to get back in the saddle soon. In the meantime holler as and when matey, as soon as I get it I'll shout back.

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That's awesome. I am considering a return to blogging myself. Because as you say, I think that's where I'm at my best.

I guess you will find out one day, when you go through your feed. If I feel the need to contact you, I will do that too.

Thanks so much - be well.

!LUV

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Sorry, out of LUV tokens to send today. Try tomorrow.

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