I'll Stand and continue Battling


When my mind was getting weaker thinking of many things. I decided to stand in front and participate in the battle. I thought defending my territory was the best choice I could make. I'm not strong like the others. Obviously, my army wasn't either. Though my determination allows me to fight for my rights.


Yes, I was fully aware that it was not enough. I understand that using an unsharpened sword would not remain a wound in every battle. Upon seeing my weapon it was full of dust and even rusts. But I thought it was better to retaliate rather than let me beat up. I'd prefer to endure the pain of fighting instead of doing nothing. Being a coward is not wrong when you know you'll just lose. However, I didn't want to submit to defeat when I knew to myself that I haven't done anything first.


I lost. I lay on the battlefield bleeding. I had no strength to fight anymore after the dehydrated battle. Still, I didn't lose hope. As long as I can move, I'll stand. My pride as a warrior didn't abandon me. One thing told me after so many battles that I fought. Even though I didn't win a single battle I learned something from it. The pain that I received left teachings on how to deal with the enemies. I'm not ashamed of how many times I kneeled down in front of my opponent because it gave me knowledge after.


One time, while seeking for another enemy there was a clue that I should not forget. That enemy kept using nature elements that provided me with techniques on how to defeat it. I saw a leaf so I immediately chose the fire element. No nature can withstand the ferocious hellfire. This time I was very confident that I would not go home tearing up. I laughed out loud because I was sure that this time it was my victory. I ignored my defeats, I smiled because at last, the trophy went into my hand.

Even so, I kept fighting and fighting because I knew to myself that when I became stronger there will always be someone who is stronger. That makes the battle funnier because you lost and then won. As long as you have a heart with a warrior you will always have a hunger for battle.

You can watch me fighting here

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Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.

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